Lítost
July 10, 2011
Honorable Mention Academy of American Poets Prize
Published: April 22, 2010
I.
all together now—
long first syllable
(l(eeeeeeeeee)eave me alone)
staccato puncture
(to(ast is what the old man
smells before he croaks)
st(op following me
every
where
i
go)).
II.
Li-
nger in lost doorways.
Tram-tossed slush on sidewalks
under cinema awnings.
Head resting on the wrong chest.
Too old
too old
too old
for me.
Damage control: all eyes
watching sometime after midnight.
Sudden snowfall shields against passing
voyeurs, turns a mix-matched pair
into statues (i.e. we freeze to death,
two blurred shadows grasping at torsos,
warmth leaking from our mingled lines).
III.
once again, the dogs howl:
leeeeeeeeee—
(eafing through memory
brings disaster. (hide thoughts
here, little one.
(—stash them—) yes,
like, that))
—tost.
IV.
Revenant
The golem is here.
That block creature of our design,
wrath-animated stone making ruins
of internal landscapes.
See him? He overturns the church,
its steeple slicing us in two.
Folkloric champion of dark spaces,
he rises against his creators. He is our shared
voice-box, screaming names and smothering
love-objects beneath colossal stomps.
It is for us the city burns, but we too are
consumed. Charred vessels left behind.
We, who called him forth with a word,
return to our dust in the same breath.