never never
June 3, 2011
Published: October 2, 2008
there is a sadness in the crackle of the 1920s
in the desks we stood on and made our english teacher cry
in a curtain call
a sandpaper confusion that idles in the driveway
the small tinny voice that smoothes over eardrums and resonates
there is a sadness in your pockets
someone sewed it there like a nametag.
or a secret letter.
(a double agent?)
the cable car with tiny lights can see the four
wind-whipped and sullen.
i climbed to the top once
and watched the lonely flicker from the bottom in the snow with absolute conviction.
the second star to the right no longer looms for inspection.
you are as surely peter as i am right handed
after all, boy
what are you without your shadow?